Monday, March 30, 2015


My blood is rushing, my heartbeat rises and my head spins. Things happen unconsciously for some reason, your mind and soul can't handle what's going on with your life and your body. Scientists once said, human brain's cells work only less than 10%, but we are what we are today. Can you imagine if we could take over all of our brainworks and do whatever we want? yes, maybe I just remind you of one movie, where Scarlett Johansson played Lucy in the movie LUCY. Well, I might say I would not want to have 100% control of my body, since well, I am afraid. With what i have now, I am more than grateful, I am very happy to be forgetful sometimes, there I can release some of bad memories and impressions. I am very grateful too sometimes when I lose control and relinquish all my anger, because, one day we need to get all out and not keeping the agony and torture inside.

Enough with the heavy talk and move into something relaxing. Toning down the words, yes I do. Talking about feelings and emotions. Where guys are known for their rational and logical side, we, women are best known for our instinct and emotion. While men go for the look, we go inside their heart. Ironically, it is true. But for me, people might call me a mutant, since I act and think more like a man. Well, the estrogens inside my body can't lie, I will still have those mood swings and emotional instinct, but we are talking about my attitude and how I perceive my life. 

Want to know more? STAY TUNED! meanwhile, I'm dressing amazingly girly!

white tank top, skirt, heels --- find out more here

Friday, March 27, 2015

i will say, i love you

People say, February is the month of love, but for me, every single day, every single hour, minute and seconds are the moment of love. People easily says, say I love you before it's too late, but then again, a lot of people take it for granted, they in real life don't really express the correct amount of love they are supposed to show. Well, for me myself, I may sometimes act the same too. Pride sometimes defeat the power of LOVE, therefore we need to train and remind ourselves to be humble and caring. Without love, the world would be dull. The earth would feel the filth and we become its paracite.

And I am very grateful for to hold this amazing challenge called #iloveyouchallenge, meaning you can show your love through your social media. Simply follow the instructions below and you shall find so many ways to show your love. 

Time is ticking forward, they don't do reverse. You might define the most important thing in the world is money or wealth, but no. Time is, without time, you wouldn't be able to achieve all that. So Cherish your life, cherish the people around you, and let them know how amazing they are to you. As time goes by. You would the realize those steps, finding love, bonding, tieing your love, proposal, finding wedding vendors, photographers, pre-wedding photoshoot, and that one moment of your life where you swore before God tocshare your love forever and ever!


Thursday, March 26, 2015

three digits

This is the crucial time, this is the vital move. Losing three digits of your dream, not all understand. Am I ready? My heart has started healing, I started to get back the value of life, a plate of reality struck me. Indeed in life there is healing time. My mind clutters and I am afraid, but then again, one step at a time, yes, one step at a time I would do to cross this life bridge.

have yourself a white dress situation with booties!